To Trust Him and Obey

I broke my safety glass and took an axe for my own head
And I smashed every window in my heart
Where my passionate love burned red
And there it bled, dousing all the flames
Releasing all the smoke inside
And so with no more fuel to move on, I laid down and died
And I’ve kissed the cheek of Lady Pain about three times now, I believe
And every time was colder still, each causing me to grieve
Bless her heart, she’s made me stronger, each embrace grew ever longer
But all I could think about was how I wanted to strangle her to death
With every breath I cursed our time spent together till there was no more left
And after that I thanked her kindly as my Father gave me rest
I saw the road turn up ahead, so I prepared to lean inside
But I was going far too fast and thus I’m sure I should have died
Because I’d tried Ephesians four, expecting things to go my way
But then I lied with reasons for explaining why I had to stray
Sinning to gain righteous ground will never be okay
So I hope I’ve learned now what it means to trust Him and obey